TEXT 21
ksvelikayam mam mrsa-samadhinamilita-drsam prema-samrambhena cakita-cakita agatya prsad-aparusa-visanagrena luthati.
SYNONYMS
ksvelikayamwhile playing; mamunto me; mrsafeigning; samadhinaby a meditational trance; amilita-drsamwith closed eyes; prema-samrambhenabecause of anger due to love; cakita-cakitahwith fear; agatyacoming; prsatlike drops of water; aparusavery soft; visanaof the horns; agrenaby the point; luthatitouches my body.
TRANSLATION
Alas, the small deer, while playing with me and seeing me feigning meditation with closed eyes, would circumambulate me due to anger arising from love, and it would fearfully touch me with the points of its soft horns, which felt like drops of water.
PURPORT
Now King Bharata considers his meditation false. While engaged in meditation, he was actually thinking of his deer, and he would feel great pleasure when the animal pricked him with the points of its horns. Feigning meditation, the King would actually think of the animal. and this was but a sign of his downfall.

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