sakhi he, na bujhiye vidhira vidhana
sukha lagi' kailun prita, haila duhkha viparita,
ebe yaya, na rahe parana
sakhi he—(My dear) friend; na bujhiye—I do not understand; vidhira—of the Creator; vidhana—the regulation; sukha lagi'-for happiness; kailun—I did; prita—love; haila—it became; duhkha—unhappiness; viparita—the opposite; ebe—now; yaya—going; na—does not; rahe—remain; parana—life.
[Srimati Radharani continued lamenting about the consequences of loving Krsna:] "My dear friend, I do not understand the regulative principles given by the Creator. I loved Krsna for happiness, but the result was just the opposite. I am now in an ocean of distress. It must be that now I am going to die, for My vital force no longer remains. This is My state of mind.
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