"nitya amara ei sabhaya haya kaksa-pata
eka-dina upare yadi haya mora vat
tabe sukha haya, ara saba lajja yaya
sva-vacana sthapite ami ki kari upaya?
nitya—daily; amara—my; ei—this; sabhaya—in the assembly; haya—there is; kaksa-pata—defeat; eka-dina—one day; upare—on top; yadi—if; haya—are; mora—my; vat—words; tabe—then; sukha—happiness; haya—is; ara—and; saba—all; lajja—shame; yaya—goes; sva-vacana—my statement; sthapite—to establish; ami—I; ki—what; kari—shall adopt; upaya—means.
"Every day I am defeated in this assembly. If by chance I am one day victorious, that will be a great source of happiness for me, and all my shame will go away. But what means shall I adopt to establish my statements?"
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