nirveda ha-ila pathe, karena vicara
'nica-jati, deha mora--atyanta asara
nirveda ha-ila—there was disappointment; pathe—on the path; karena vicara—he considered; nica-jati—of a lower caste; deha mora—my body; atyanta—completely; asara—useless for devotional service.
In disappointment, Sanatana Gosvami considered, "I am of a low caste, and my body is useless for devotional service.
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