ei lāgi' tomā tyāga karite nā yuyāya
ghṛṇā-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yāya"
ei lāgi'-for this reason; tomā—you; tyāga karite—to reject; nā yuyāya—is not befitting; ghṛṇā-buddhi kari—I regard with hatred; yadi—if; nija-dharma yāya—I deviate from My duty.
"For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty."
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