ei lagi' toma tyaga karite na yuyaya
ghrna-buddhi kari yadi, nija-dharma yaya"
ei lagi'-for this reason; toma—you; tyaga karite—to reject; na yuyaya—is not befitting; ghrna-buddhi kari—I regard with hatred; yadi—if; nija-dharma yaya—I deviate from My duty.
"For this reason, I cannot reject you. If I hated you, I would deviate from My occupational duty."
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