तथापि तदभिप्रेतं जानन्नहमरिन्दम ।
पृष्ठतो ऽन्वगमं भर्तुः पादविश्लेषणाक्षमः ॥ ५ ॥
prsthato 'nvagamam bhartuh
tathapi-yet, in spite of; tat-abhipretam-His desire; janan-knowing; na-not; aham-I; arindama-O subduer of the enemy (Vidura); prsthatah-behind; anvagamam-followed; bhartuh-of the master; pada-vislesana-separation from His lotus feet; aksamah-not being able.
Yet in spite of my knowing His desire [to destroy the dynasty], O Arindama [Vidura], I followed Him because it was impossible for me to bear separation from the lotus feet of the master.