janann aham arindama
prsthato ’nvagamam bhartuh
tatha api—yet, in spite of; tat-abhipretam—His desire; janan—knowing; aham—I; arim-dama—O subduer of the enemy (Vidura); prsthatah—behind; anvagamam—followed; bhartuh—of the master; pada-vislesana—separation from His lotus feet; aksamah—not being able.
Yet in spite of my knowing His desire [to destroy the dynasty], O Arindama [Vidura], I followed Him because it was impossible for me to bear separation from the lotus feet of the master.
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