daivam apy anrtam vakti
na martya eva kevalam
yad-visrambhad aham papah
svasur nihatavan chisun
daivam—providence; api—also; anrtam—lies; vakti—say; na—not; martyah—human beings; eva—certainly; kevalam—only; yat-visrambhat—because of believing that prophecy; aham—I; papah—the most sinful; svasuh—of my sister; nihatavan—killed; sisun—so many children.
Alas, not only human beings but sometimes even providence lies. And I am so sinful that I believed the omen of providence and killed so many of my sisterís children.
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