krcchrena samstabhya sucah
krcchrena—with great difficulty; samstabhya—by checking the force; sucah—of bereavement; panina—with his hands; amrjya—smearing; netrayoh—the eyes; paroksena—due to being out of sight; samunnaddha—increasingly; pranaya-autkanthya—eagerly thinking of the affection; katarah—distressed.
With great difficulty he checked the tears of grief that smeared his eyes. He was very distressed because Lord Krsna was out of his sight, and he increasingly felt affection for Him.
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