na prema-gandho 'sti darapi me harau
krandami saubhagya-bharam prakasitum
vamsi-vilasy-anana-lokanam vina
bibharmi yat prana-patangakan vrtha
na—never; prema-gandhah—a scent of love of Godhead; asti—there is; dara api—even in a slight proportion; me—My; harau—in the Supreme Personality of Godhead; krandami—I cry; saubhagya-bharam—the volume of My fortune; prakasitum—to exhibit; vamsi-vilasi—of the great flute-player; anana—at the face; lokanam—looking; vina—without; bibharmi—I carry; yat—because; prana-patangakan—My insectlike life; vrtha—with no purpose.
Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu continued, " 'My dear friends, I have not the slightest tinge of love of Godhead within My heart. When you see Me crying in separation, I am just falsely exhibiting a demonstration of My great fortune. Indeed, not seeing the beautiful face of Krsna playing His flute, I continue to live My life like an insect, without purpose.'

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