ye kale va svapane, dekhinu vamsi-vadane,
sei kale aila dui vairi
'ananda' ara 'madana', hari' nila mora mana,
dekhite na painu netra bhari'
ye kale—at the time; va svapane—or in dreams; dekhinu—I saw; vamsi-vadane—Lord Krsna's face with His flute; sei kale—at that time; aila—appeared; dui—two; vairi—enemies; ananda—pleasure; ara—and; madana—Cupid; hari'-stealing; nila—took; mora—My; mana—mind; dekhite—to see; na—not; painu—I was able; netra—eyes; bhari'-fulfilling.
"Whenever I had the chance to see Lord Krsna's face and His flute, even in a dream, two enemies would appear before Me. They were pleasure and Cupid, and since they took away My mind, I was not able to see the face of Krsna to the full satisfaction of My eyes.
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