vyarthani me 'hany akhilendriyany alam
bibharmi va tani katham hata-trapah
sri-krsna-rupa-adi—of the transcendental form and pastimes of Lord Sri Krsna; nisevanam—the service; vina—without; vyarthani—meaningless; me—My; ahani—days; akhila—all; indriyani—senses; alam—entirely; pasana—dead stones; suska—dry; indhana—wood; bharakani—burdens; aho—alas; bibharmi—I bear; va—or; tani—all of them; katham—how; hata-trapah—without shame.
" 'My dear friends, unless I serve the transcendental form, qualities and pastimes of Sri Krsna, all My days and all My senses will become entirely useless. Now I am uselessly bearing the burden of My senses, which are like stone blocks and dried wood. I do not know how long I will be able to continue without shame.'
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