ki kāya sannyāse mora, prema nija-dhana
ye-kāle sannyāsa kailuṅ, channa haila mana
ki kāya—what business; sannyāse—in the renounced order; mora—of Me; prema—love; nija-dhana—My real wealth; ye-kāle—at which time; sannyāsa kailuṅ—I accepted the renounced order; channa—deranged; haila—was; mana—mind.
"I had no business in accepting this renounced order and sacrificing My love for My mother, which is My real property. Actually I was in a crazy state of mind when I accepted sannyāsa.
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