ki kaya sannyase mora, prema nija-dhana
ye-kale sannyasa kailun, channa haila mana
ki kaya—what business; sannyase—in the renounced order; mora—of Me; prema—love; nija-dhana—My real wealth; ye-kale—at which time; sannyasa kailun—I accepted the renounced order; channa—deranged; haila—was; mana—mind.
"I had no business in accepting this renounced order and sacrificing My love for My mother, which is My real property. Actually I was in a crazy state of mind when I accepted sannyasa.
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