ghare asi' bhattacarya sathira mata-sane
apana nindiya kichu balena vacane
ghare asi'-returning home; bhattacarya—Sarvabhauma Bhattacarya; sathira mata-sane—with the mother of Sathi; apana nindiya—condemning himself; kichu—some; balena vacane—speaks words.
After returning to his home, Sarvabhauma Bhattacarya consulted with his wife, the mother of Sathi. After personally condemning himself, he began to speak as follows.
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