Madhya 10.177

TEXT 177
 
TEXT
বিল্বমঙ্গল কৈল যৈছে দশা আপনার ।
ইহাঁ দেখি' সেই দশা হইল আমার ॥ ১৭৭ ॥
bilvamahgala kaila yaiche dasa apanara
ihah dekhi' sei dasa ha-ila amara
SYNONYMS
bilva-mahgala-Bilvamahgala; kaila-did; yaiche-as; dasa-condition; apanara-his own; ihah-here; dekhi'-I see; sei dasa-that condition; ha-ila-became; amara-mine.
TRANSLATION
"Bilvamahgala Thakura abandoned his impersonal realization for the realization of the Personality of Godhead. I now see that my condition is similar to his, for it has already changed."
PURPORT
In his early life, Bilvamahgala Thakura was an impersonalist monist, and he used to meditate upon the impersonal Brahman effulgence. Later he became a devotee of Lord Krsna, and his explanation for this change is given in a verse [text 178] that is quoted in Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu. Gradually one comes to the stage of Bhagavan realization, realization of the Supreme Person, after having attained the lower stages of realization-impersonal Brahman realization and localized Paramatma realization. This is described in Caitanya-candramrta (5) by Prabodhananda Sarasvati:
kaivalyam narakayate tridasa-pūr akasa-puspayate
durdantendriya-kala-sarpa-patali protkhata-damstrayate
visvam pūrna-sukhayate vidhi-mahendradis ca kitayate
yat-karunya-kataksa-vaibhava-vatam tam gauram eva stumaḥ
Kaivalya, oneness in the effulgence of Brahman, appears hellish to the devotee. The heavenly planets, the abodes of the demigods, appear to a devotee like phantasmagoria. The yogis meditate for sense control, but for the devotee the senses appear like serpents with broken teeth. The devotee doesn't have to control his senses, for his senses are already engaged in the Lord's service. Consequently there is no possibility that the senses will act like serpents. In the material condition, the senses are as strong as poisonous snakes. When the teeth are broken, the snake is no longer dangerous. The entire world is a replica of Vaikuntha for the devotee because he has no anxiety. He sees that everything belongs to Krsna, and he does not want to enjoy anything for himself. He does not even aspire for the position of Lord Brahma or Indra. He simply wants to engage everything in the service of the Lord; therefore he has no problem. He stands in his original constitutional position. All this is possible when one receives Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu's merciful glance.
In the Caitanya-candramrta there are many more verses illustrating this same principle.
dhik kurvanti ca brahma-yoga-vidusas tam gauracandram numaḥ
tavad brahma-katha vimukta-padavi tavan na tiktibhavet
tavac capi visrhkhalatvam ayate no loka-veda-sthitiḥ
tavac chastra-vidam mithaḥ kalakalo nana-bahir-vartmasu
sri-caitanya-padambuja-priya-jano yavan na dig-gocaraḥ
gauras cauraḥ sakala-maharat ko 'pi me tivra-viryaḥ
A discussion of the impersonal Brahman is not very palatable to a devotee. The so-called regulations of the sastras also appear null and void to him. There are many people who argue over the sastras, but for a devotee such discussions are but tumultuous roaring. By the influence of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, all these problems disappear.

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