ajiha nahila more atmiyata-jnana!
mora abhagya, tumi--svatantra bhagavan!"
ajiha—even until now; nahila—there has not been; more—unto me; atmiyata-jnana—feeling as one of Your relations; mora abhagya—my misfortune; tumi—You; svatantra bhagavan—the independent Personality of Godhead.
"It is my misfortune that You have not accepted me as one of Your intimate relations. But You are the completely independent Supreme Personality of Godhead."
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