hita-nimitta ailana ami, haila viparite
ki karile hita haya nari nirdharite"
hita-nimitta—for benefit; ailana—came; ami—I; haila viparite—it has become just the opposite; ki karile—how; hita haya—there will be benefit; nari nirdharite—I can not ascertain.
"I came here for my benefit, but now I see that I am getting just the opposite. I do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me."
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