aparadha haya mora, nahika nistara
jagannatheha na dekhiye,--e duhkha apara
aparadha—offense; haya—is; mora—mine; nahika nistara—there is no deliverance; jagannatheha—also Lord Jagannatha; na dekhiye—I cannot see; e—this; duhkha apara—great unhappiness.
"In this way I am committing offenses at His lotus feet, for which I shall certainly not be delivered. At the same time, I cannot see Lord Jagannatha. This is my great unhappiness.
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