Antya 19.76

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স্বকীয়স্য প্রাণার্বুদসদৃশ-গোষ্ঠস্য বিরহাত্ প্রলাপানুন্মাদাত্ সততমতি কুর্বন্ বিকলধীঃ ।
দধদ্ভিত্তৌ শশ্বদ্বদনবিধুঘর্ষেণ রুধিরং ক্ষতোত্থং গৌরাঙ্গো হৃদয় উদয়ন্মাং মদয়তি ॥ ৭৬ ॥

svakiyasya pranarbuda-sadrsa-gosthasya virahat

pralapan unmadat satatam ati kurvan vikala-dhih

dadhad bhittau sasvad vadana-vidhu-gharsena rudhiram

ksatottham gauraṅgo hrdaya udayan mam madayati

SYNONYMS

svakiyasya-His own; prana-arbuda-uncountable breaths of life; sadrsa-like; gosthasya-of Vrndavana; virahat-because of separation; pralapan-crazy talks; unmadat-because of madness; satatam-always; ati-very much; kurvan-doing; vikala-dhih-whose intelligence was disturbed; dadhat-oozing forth; bhittau-on the walls; sasvat-always; vadana-vidhu-of His moonlike face; gharsena-by rubbing; rudhiram-blood; ksata-uttham-coming forth from injuries; gauraṅgah-Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; hrdaye-in my heart; udayan-rising; mam-me; madayati-maddens.

TRANSLATION

"Because of separation from His many friends in Vrndavana, who were like His own life, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu spoke like a madman. His intelligence was transformed. Day and night He rubbed His moonlike face against the walls, and blood flowed from the injuries. May that Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu rise in my heart and make me mad with love."

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