SB 3.4.5

TEXT 5

TEXT

तथापि तदभिप्रेतं जानन्नहमरिन्दम ।
पृष्ठतो ऽन्वगमं भर्तुः पादविश्लेषणाक्षमः ॥ ५ ॥

tathapi tad-abhipretam

janan naham arindama

prsthato 'nvagamam bhartuh

pada-vislesanaksamah

tathapi-yet, in spite of; tat-abhipretam-His desire; janan-knowing; na-not; aham-I; arindama-O subduer of the enemy (Vidura); prsthatah-behind; anvagamam-followed; bhartuh-of the master; pada-vislesana-separation from His lotus feet; aksamah-not being able.

TRANSLATION

Yet in spite of my knowing His desire [to destroy the dynasty], O Arindama [Vidura], I followed Him because it was impossible for me to bear separation from the lotus feet of the master.

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