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So we want ananda. So whatever I possess, now I give up. Then, if I don't get better engagement, then where is my ananda? There is no ananda. So as we do not get ananda, so then I come back again. There is a Bengali hearsay, napad jimane na, na jamai batta[?]. When a widow, old woman, her husband is dead-we have got experience-and she talks very loosely with the grandson-in-law. I have got experience. When we were young, young married, so my grandmother-in-law, my father-in-law's mother, she was talking very loosely, just like husband and wife. So that's a practical... Because she..., she is hopeless of getting another husband because she is old enough. So where is the husband? She accepts or talks like husband to the grandson-in-law. So similarly, the Mayavadi philosophers, they do not accept Krsna or Krsna's lila. They think it is maya. They do not accept it. So there is no ananda. Therefore they come down again. Punar musiko bhava. Again open hospital, because there is no engagement. And he has to raise fund. So this is very easy thing: "Sir, I am going to open a hospital. Give me some fund." Nowadays, especially, it is very difficult to collect fund. If you say, "I am going to open a temple," nobody will give you. But if you say, "I am going to open a hospital," he'll give you. (More...)