ami jiva,--ksudra-buddhi, sahaje asthira
ami jiva—I am an ordinary living being; ksudra-buddhi—possessing limited intelligence; sahaje asthira—very easily agitated; isvarera lila—the pastimes of the Lord; koti-samudra—as millions of oceans; gambhira—as deep.
Venkata Bhatta then admitted, "I am an ordinary human being. Since my intelligence is very much limited and I am easily agitated, my mind cannot enter within the deep ocean of the pastimes of the Lord.
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