sannyasi ha-iya punah na dila darasana
tumi taiche kaile mora ha-ibe marana
sannyasi—a member of the renounced order; ha-iya—after becoming; punah—again; na—not; dila—gave; darasana—visit; tumi—You; taiche—like that; kaile—if doing; mora—my; ha-ibe—there will be; marana—death.
Mother Saci continued, "After accepting the renounced order, Visvarupa never again gave me audience. If You do like Him, that will certainly be the death of me."
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