varanasi-vasa amara haya sarva-kale
sarva-kala duhkha paba, iha na karile"
varanasi-vasa—residence at Varanasi; amara—my; haya—there is; sarva-kale—always; sarva-kala—always; duhkha paba—I will suffer unhappiness; iha—this; na karile—if I do not execute.
"I shall have to reside at Varanasi the rest of my life. If I do not try to carry out this plan, I shall certainly continue to suffer mental depression."
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