śaṭhena kenāpi vayaṁ haṭhena
advaita-vīthī—of the path of monism; pathikaiḥ—by the wanderers; upāsyāḥ—worshipable; svānanda—of self-realization; siṁhāsana—on the throne; labdha-dīkṣāḥ—being initiated; śaṭhena—by a cheater; kenāpi—some; vayam—I; haṭhena—by force; dāsī-kṛtā—made into a maidservant; gopa-vadhū-viṭena—engaged in joking with the gopīs.
" 'Although I was worshiped by those on the path of monism and initiated into self-realization through the yoga system, I am nonetheless forcibly turned into a maidservant by some cunning boy who is always joking with the gopīs.'
This is a verse written by Bilvamaṅgala Ṭhākura.
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