sathena kenapi vayam hathena
advaita-vithi—of the path of monism; pathikaih—by the wanderers; upasyah—worshipable; svananda—of self-realization; simhasana—on the throne; labdha-diksah—being initiated; sathena—by a cheater; kenapi—some; vayam—I; hathena—by force; dasi-krta—made into a maidservant; gopa-vadhu-vitena—engaged in joking with the gopis.
" 'Although I was worshiped by those on the path of monism and initiated into self-realization through the yoga system, I am nonetheless forcibly turned into a maidservant by some cunning boy who is always joking with the gopis.'
This is a verse written by Bilvamangala Thakura.
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