'govardhana-upare ami kabhu na cadiba
gopala-rayera darasana kemane paiba?'
govardhana-upare—upon the hill known as Govardhana; ami—I; kabhu—at any time; na—not; cadiba—shall climb; gopala-rayera—of Lord Gopala; darasana—visit; kemane—how; paiba—I shall get.
Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu thought, "Since I shall not at any time climb Govardhana Hill, how shall I be able to see Gopala Raya?"
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