gadādhare chāḍi' genu, iṅho duḥkha pāila
sei hetu vṛndāvana yāite nārila
gadādhare chāḍi'-leaving aside Gadādhara Paṇḍita; genu—I went; iṅho—Gadādhara Paṇḍita; duḥkha pāila—became unhappy; sei hetu—for that reason; vṛndāvana—to Vṛndāvana-dhāma; yāite nārila—I was unable to go.
"I left Gadādhara Paṇḍita here, and he became very unhappy. For this reason I could not go to Vṛndāvana."
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