gadadhare chadi' genu, inho duhkha paila
sei hetu vrndavana yaite narila
gadadhare chadi'-leaving aside Gadadhara Pandita; genu—I went; inho—Gadadhara Pandita; duhkha paila—became unhappy; sei hetu—for that reason; vrndavana—to Vrndavana-dhama; yaite narila—I was unable to go.
"I left Gadadhara Pandita here, and he became very unhappy. For this reason I could not go to Vrndavana."
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