rayera vidaya-bhava na yaya sahana
kahite na pari ei tahara varnana
rayera vidaya-bhava—feelings of separation from Ramananda Raya; na yaya—not possible; sahana—to tolerate; kahite—to speak; na pari—I am not able; ei—this; tahara—of that; varnana—a description.
Ramananda Raya's separation from Caitanya Mahaprabhu is very difficult to describe. It is almost intolerable, and therefore I cannot describe it further.
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