āi'ke dekhite yāiba, nā yāiba tomā lāgi'
'pratijñā'-'sevā'-tyāga-doṣa, tāra āmi bhāgī"
āi'ke—mother Śacīdevī; dekhite—to see; yāiba—I shall go; nā yāiba—I shall not go; tomā lāgi'-for Your sake; pratijñā-sevā—the vow and service to Gopīnātha; tyāga-doṣa—the fault of giving up; tāra—for that; āmi bhāgī—I am responsible.
"I shall go to see Śacīmātā, but I shall not go for Your sake. I shall be responsible for the abandoning of my vow and service to Gopīnātha."
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