ai'ke dekhite yaiba, na yaiba toma lagi'
'pratijna'-'seva'-tyaga-dosa, tara ami bhagi"
ai'ke—mother Sacidevi; dekhite—to see; yaiba—I shall go; na yaiba—I shall not go; toma lagi'-for Your sake; pratijna-seva—the vow and service to Gopinatha; tyaga-dosa—the fault of giving up; tara—for that; ami bhagi—I am responsible.
"I shall go to see Sacimata, but I shall not go for Your sake. I shall be responsible for the abandoning of my vow and service to Gopinatha."
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