nimāñi nāhika ethā, ke kare bhojana
mora dhyāne aśru-jale bharila nayana
nimāñi—Nimāi; nāhika ethā—is not present here; ke kare bhojana—who will eat them; mora dhyāne—on meditation upon Me; aśru-jale—with tears; bharila nayana—eyes become filled.
"My mother was thinking, 'Nimāi is not here. Who will accept all this food?' As she meditated upon Me in this way, her eyes filled with tears.
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