nimani nahika etha, ke kare bhojana
mora dhyane asru-jale bharila nayana
nimani—Nimai; nahika etha—is not present here; ke kare bhojana—who will eat them; mora dhyane—on meditation upon Me; asru-jale—with tears; bharila nayana—eyes become filled.
"My mother was thinking, 'Nimai is not here. Who will accept all this food?' As she meditated upon Me in this way, her eyes filled with tears.
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