tanra prema-vasa ami, tanra seva--dharma
taha chadi' kariyachi vatulera karma
tanra prema-vasa—subordinate to her love; ami—I; tanra seva—her service; dharma—My religion; taha chadi'-giving up that; kariyachi—I performed; vatulera karma—the acts of a madman.
"I am subordinate to the love of My mother, and it is My duty to serve her in return. Instead of doing so, I have accepted this renounced order. Certainly this is the act of a madman.
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