panditera thani cahe mantradi sikhite
pandita kahe,--"ei karma nahe ama haite
panditera thani—from Gadadhara Pandita; cahe—wanted; mantra-adi sikhite—to be initiated; pandita kahe—Gadadhara Pandita said; ei karma—this work; nahe ama haite—is not possible for me.
Vallabha Bhatta wanted to be initiated by Gadadhara Pandita, but Gadadhara Pandita refused, saying, "The work of acting as a spiritual master is not possible for me.
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