eta suni' sanatanera haila camatkara
prabhure na bhaya mora marana-vicara
eta suni'-hearing this; sanatanera—of Sanatana Gosvami; haila camatkara—there was astonishment; prabhure na bhaya—Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu does not approve; mora—my; marana-vicara—decision to commit suicide.
After hearing this, Sanatana Gosvami was exceedingly astonished. He could understand,"My decision to commit suicide has not been greatly appreciated by Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu."
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