deha-tyāgādi yata, saba--tamo-dharma
tamo-rajo-dharme kṛṣṇera nā pāiye marma
deha-tyāga-ādi—beginning with giving up the material body; yata—as many; saba—all; tamaḥ-dharma—performed under the mode of ignorance; tamaḥ-rajaḥ-dharme—by remaining in the modes of ignorance and passion; kṛṣṇera—of Lord Kṛṣṇa; nā pāiye—I cannot attain; marma—the truth.
"Acts such as suicide are influenced by the mode of ignorance, and in ignorance and passion one cannot understand who Kṛṣṇa is.
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