ghṛṇā kari' āliṅgana nā karitāma yabe
kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi aparādha-daṇḍa pāitāma tabe
ghṛṇā kari'-hating; āliṅgana—embracing; nā karitāma—I would not do; yabe—when; kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi—unto Lord Kṛṣṇa; aparādha-daṇḍa—punishment for offenses; pāitāma—I would have gotten; tabe—then.
"If I had hated Sanātana Gosvāmī and had not embraced him, I would certainly have been chastised for offenses to Kṛṣṇa.
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