"hita lagi' ainu muni, haila viparita
seva-yogya nahi, aparadha karon niti niti
hita lagi'-for benefit; ainu muni—I came; haila viparita—it has become just the opposite; seva-yogya nahi—I am not fit to render service; aparadha karon—I commit offenses; niti niti—day after day.
"I came here for my benefit," he said, "but I see that I am getting just the opposite. I am unfit to render service. I simply commit offenses day after day.
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