sri-madana-gopala more lekhaya ajna kari'
kahite na yuyaya, tabu rahite na pari
sri-madana-gopala—the Madana-mohana Deity of Vrndavana; more—me; lekhaya—causes to write; ajna kari'-by giving the order; kahite—to say; na yuyaya—is not befitting; tabu—still; rahite—to remain silent; na pari—I am not able.
Sri Madana-mohana Deity of Vrndavana has given the order that is making me write. Although this should not be disclosed, I disclose it because I am unable to remain silent.
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