tomāra sevā chāḍi' āmi kariluṅ sannyāsa
'bāula' hañā āmi kailuṅ dharma-nāśa
tomāra sevā chāḍi'-giving up your service; āmi—I; kariluṅ—accepted; sannyāsa—the renounced order of life; bāula hañā—becoming mad; āmi—I; kailuṅ—did; dharma-nāśa—destruction of religion.
" 'I have given up service to you and have accepted the vow of sannyāsa. I have thus become mad and have destroyed the principles of religion.
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