rātri-dina ei daśā svasti nāhi mane
kaṣṭe rātri goṅāya svarūpa-rāmānanda-sane
rātri-dina—day and night; ei daśā—this situation; svasti nāhi mane—no peace of mind; kaṣṭe—with great difficulty; rātri goṅāya—passes the night; svarūpa-rāmānanda-sane—in the company of Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī and Rāmānanda Rāya.
This was His situation day and night. Unable to find peace of mind, He passed His nights with great difficulty in the company of Svarūpa Dāmodara and Rāmānanda Rāya.
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