āpanāra kathā likhi nirlajja ha-iyā
nityānanda-guṇe lekhāya unmatta kariyā
āpanāra—personal; kathā—description; likhi—I write; nirlajja ha-iyā—being shameless; nityānanda-guṇe—the attributes of Nityānanda; lekhāya—cause to write; unmatta kariyā—making like a madman.
I have described my own story without reservations. The attributes of Lord Nityānanda, making me like a madman, force me to write these things.
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