apanara katha likhi nirlajja ha-iya
nityananda-gune lekhaya unmatta kariya
apanara—personal; katha—description; likhi—I write; nirlajja ha-iya—being shameless; nityananda-gune—the attributes of Nityananda; lekhaya—cause to write; unmatta kariya—making like a madman.
I have described my own story without reservations. The attributes of Lord Nityananda, making me like a madman, force me to write these things.
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