ei mata anubhava āmāra pratīta
vicāri' dekhiye yadi, saba viparīta
ei mata—in this way; anubhava—affectionate feelings; āmāra—My; pratīta—understood; vicāri'-by consideration; dekhiye—I see; yadi—if; saba—everything; viparīta—contrary.
"In this way My affectionate feelings for Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory.
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