rupam-form; bhagavatah-of the Personality of Godhead; yat-as it is; tat-that; manah-of the mind; kantam-as it desires; sucapaham-vanishing all disparity; apasyan-without seeing; sahasa-all of a sudden; uttasthe-got up; vaiklavyat-being perturbed; durmana-having lost the desirable; iva-as it were.